Sneak

I despise sneaking. It feels dirty. I try never to do it, because I lived so long with someone who lived to sneak around and lie and cheat. Maybe all sneaking isn't wrong, but it feels that way. So when someone asks me to do it for them, it feels greasy and awful. And it makes me look at them in a different light, a Not Good light. This is who they really are, trying to blindside someone else. The way my ex did me. And how smart would I be not to see that red flag after all I've experienced? All I can say I that my eyes are open. I am not stupid. And I won't get fooled again.